The Eleena Dress

When I was working on the Eleena dress pattern, I made a few samples to check for fit and most of them were never finished. A few were in particularly ugly fabrics, but this one I actually really liked.

It had two different flutter sleeves. I couldn't remember which one I chose for the pattern, so I ripped both up and started from scratch.

The fabric came from my stash, and unfortunately I don't remember what it is. It's quilting cotton. I don't really like quilting cotton for clothing, especially summer items. I think it's a bit too heavy and doesn't drape as nicely. But it worked.

The twirl factor is still there. :) 

I can't believe how big she is getting. She is our last, and I really have hard time with that. I understand perfectly well that having another baby would be madness. That I am getting too old, and that I struggled with caring her to term. My body is just too tired. It would be too risky. Plus, parenting is exhausting. I understand all that, yet I have this yearning inside of me and sadness that my babies are growing up so fast. 

I love one till four age. I love how small problems are. Their meltdowns are hilarious - the broken banana is indeed a tragic occurrence. I love how you are still in control. You can pick up the crying, kicking mess, and in a short while it's all good. I love that you are their hero and their belief system is mostly influenced by you. I love the innocence. I love the curiosity. I love the funny language.

Evelyn is approaching four. She is turning into a little girl. I will certainly miss this age.